leaving tomorrow for Boston. Hopefully this trip will be good. hopefully my dad won't be a ****. haha I will be back July 2nd. I plan on checking craigslist just as often as possible. PLZ JOB! NEED!

I really need a job

like STAT!! I dont regret quitting pinkberry b/c it sucked but i am not comfortable being unemployed. its so freaking hard to find a job!!! it feels so strange to be living at Anne's this summer with Caleb and Forrest, but i kinda like it. its home. just a home that i haven't really lived at for years...

freaking out

and I don't know what to do. Pretty much no matter what I do I'm screwed. If I don't say something I'm never going to be able to be happy again. If I do say something I'll have to admit I'm the biggest lurk bot. I wish I had NOT LURKED! fml srslyzz uuuuuggggggghhhhhhh I really hate this feeling. gotta love when the emotional translates into the physical...fuuuuck. I'm scared and I don't know what to do...

I am SOOOOOOOOOO excited for Spring Break!!! Hayley is coming for a few days and we're going to actually do the "bar/club" scene downtown LOLZ hopefully it won't suck too hardcore. i still always feel retarted when I buy alcohol, i've never actually ordered a drink at a bar before (only in restaurants) 

i've found like 75% of my coworkers on facebook. its funny to see that they have lives outside of pinkberry and that they wear clothes that aren't tan/blue/pink colors. wiiiieeeerd.

Today was pretty painful (first day w/o percocet) but i guess i  can't complain because at least i'm not sick! everyone seems to be getting sick right now and I am like DO NOT WANT! 

it just started raining. im not used to it raining in santa barbara so much, I guess thats a good thing though.

I'm seeeepy

I'm really bad at convincing myself to go to sleep at a decent hour even though I know I have to get up at 8am for work. Its not that I don't love sleeping, its my favorite. I just end up wasting hours on the computer getting caught up on my tv shows and checking random webcites/comics/blogs. I just like staying up late is all. and sleeping in. why must i work the morning shift, why?

boring to do list

I have a nice long weekend since I got my wisdom teeth out. I guess I might as well do that stuff i need/want to... *=fun things

--Hair Cut* 

--spend $100 Macys gift card* 

--Call Dad

--Oil Change 

--deposit check/pay Nick back 

--Laundry 

--Write: Soc 170 Paper #2

--Outline: Hist 17c Paper #2